JUDITH

Twisted

 

I tried to twist myself,

Into someone,

Who I did not even like.

 

I ask myself,

“How did I contract this case of amnesia?

How did I come down with this case of mistaken identity”?

What the hell is a loving relationship in this crazy world?

Is it honesty?

Is it vulnerability?

Is it forgiveness?

 

 

Does our craving to be loved,

Cause us to be brain dead?

I did not notice that,

Kindness has a stiff price,

That we are in relationship with our agendas.

 

I ask my guides,

“Dear One,

You twist yourself into what you are not,

Ignore the reasoning of your heart,

And then sit there perplexed,

As love falls apart…